Oak Trees are so magical...so perfectly imperfect. They have such a presence in their boldness and exhibit an architectural wonder that few other trees can boast. Sure there are trees that sport a colorful array during certain times of the year but it is truly oak trees that I have always been drawn to and that have always had great significance in my life. After punishing myself with some fast food, I sat out by the oak trees next to my office tower and just drifted. Today has been a really tough day. Yesterday, I was angry enough to suppress the sadness but today, no such luck. It's amazing how powerful of an emotion anger can be and how powerless it can make you feel when it leaves you. I left My Dearest some roses and a weathered angel planter by her locked office door this morning which was a short high, but it has all been down hill from there.Checking in with my feelings, I have fear about my relationship today. I guess we are all guilty of putting those that we love on a pedestal that sits much higher than the plane that we associate hiding or secrecy with. I suppose its quite fitting and I deserve a dose of my own medicine, but it is still really challenging my faith today.
I guess if today wasn't overcast and rainy, then it wouldn't make tomorrow's potential sunshine feel so good.
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