Sometimes its really difficult to tell the one that you love most in the world how devoted you are to them when you have made such painful mistakes that might imply the opposite.Its just as difficult to tell the most beautiful girl in the world how beautiful she is when you have mistakenly described another as being beautiful...
Nonetheless, My Dearest, I love you from the bottom of my heart, inside and out and that love is as strong as it has ever been. There is no greater respect or admiration than that which I have for you, your pain, your endurance and patience.
You are the most beautiful person that I have ever laid eyes on...even in your pain although its really tough knowing that when you drift into that pain, you are agonizing over where I have taken our relationship and the challenges that we are enduring as a result. This is excruciating for me to take and gets tougher on me with each passing day.
You are a devoted mother to our children...devoted wife and friend to me. I appreciate every day that you have been in my life even though there were times when I got lost and abandoned our relationship, failing to aknowledge who you are and what you mean to me.
You are a comfort to all of those that seek your spiritual advice and understanding in their darkest of times and I am glad to have you near me in my darkest hour for the same. It is a privilege to be your husband, to wake up next to you each morning no matter the difficulties involved in the day or evening before as we struggle through our pain to build a greater understanding of one another and thus a greater friendship, love, and ultimately a trust that can only come with time.
I love you, My Dearest with a love that is greater than any other although I can't and won't expect you to be able to take that at face value given the circumstances. My actions through time will show you my commitment and devotion to you and our family. I appreciate you for all thta you are and all thta you are battling through.
All of my Love.....
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